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Started off bad, got worse and then all of a sudden, it was the best.

Sort a new driving instructor = DONE
book driving lessons to last for my test = DONE
sort ema out = DONE ish
email babs n pete = DONE
apply to the million pound drop = DONE
haircut = DONE
tell work about holiday = DONE
sort out hotel in brighton with ed = DONE
revise for graphics exam tomorrow = DONE with Amy in the park :)

DAYM what a good day.

I dont even properly feel confident
but i so do.

tomorrow equals...
1. wake up all excited that it's prom day
2. go to exam in a part dress in the sun
3. do exam and feel so good about it
4. get alcohol with Amy and drink in the park
5. leavers lunch with my fellow peers
6. go to penge/bromley alongside Eddy Bubbles and get him to buy me a new bra
7. go home and wash my locks
8. go to catford and "help" decorate aha
9. go home, get dressed, makeup, BOO YA KA SHA
10. Take millions of pictures of ME
11. Go to prom
12. .......tbc


THAT MEANS TO BE CONTINUED BY THE WAY
BTW.

:)))))))))))
SMILE ITS SUMMER
WEEK OFF
PRETTY CHOCKER BLOCK BUT I LIKE BEING BUSY
I LOVE HAVING A FULL FILER FAX :)

GAY

my blog is gay and makes me sound like a dick

not even joking
i wind myself up to the point where i get so fucking frustrated
even the small things are winding me up.


I automatically asume that your attention slides from me to someone else when im not there.

I want to be wrong.



THIS IS GAY
AND I DONT EVEN GIVE A SHIT.


...
other than that,
im dandy :) and had a lovely weekend.
Alice's blog makes me laugh so much (when im in it, otherwise its fucking boring ;) )
JOKE

meant to be hot tomorrow
mmmmm

dont be down

Lift up :)
nothings THAT bad,
"it could be worse, you could be dead" - famous words from maJulie
Summer soon
exams finished
just the long relaxing period to watch your skin sizzle in the sun,
sweat,
heat.

Nothingness
no worries.
JAM

Sunday blues

well
this is just annoying.
so little time
so much to do
the pressure

and all ive done all day is watch films
:/

GO AWAY

you know what
im just feeling fucking pissed off
not for a main reason.
YOUR ALL PISSING ME OFF and EVERY LITTLE THING IS PISSING ME OFF.

I wouldnt talk to me right now
because im being misserable
BECAUSE I WANT TO.

Dont ask me whats wrong.

for Alice Jones the driver of the blue bus

So ive never loved school more than now,
its taken 7 years and i've finally felt the feeling where your ontime and up to date with coursework.
Me and Alice = TOP NEEKS
tbh, this is the best time to get my nut down.

tbh...i mean wtf

this brings me onto my second point - facebook shortcut codes
just confuses me
why dont we all talk in propper English and type like the Queen? aye?

ok yeah that wasnt even funny
HOWEVER

ive decided on my tatoos:
1. Autumn leaves on my foot
2. Phoebes name on my wrist
3. A 4 point sun on the back of my neck

yes and maybe a turtle
one will be concieved (like a baby) in Germany.

Oh Germany, i cannot wait!

Oh to keep you religious readers up to date, i finished my drama AND english coursework.

So i love my fat, ugly friend Alice. She's pretty cool.
I also love my ginger friend Amy. Not sure if she has a soul or not. Shes deffo not a christian so meh

(i do love the rest of you aswell. Just not gonna mention you this time because i wanted to make sure the ugly ones get a mention and feel better)


BRRRRRR
YOUR NOT GOD!

I love Edward Phillips. 20/06/08 < minus 3 months.
yes im gay and moany, but it gives me charisma.
Im also gorgeous.


A tad window licker but what ya gonna do aye?

mmmmm tea

sun

Maybe I've been too judgemental and only taken into consideration what i've been told.
Benefit of the doubt time.
Essay = 2 more paragraphs to go
Self = dirty
Mood = chilled out


no more capitals :)

I love AJ more than insults

THANK FUCK SHE DELETED HER STUPID, EMO BLOG. ;)

mmmm
BBQ yes

ahh.. :)

Essay = DOING IT
Graphics = GETTING THERE
Drama = FUCK OFF
Hair = GREASY
Room = SHUT UP
Parents = GO HOME
Needs = ANOTHER FEW WEEKS OFF
Love = PEOPLE


Weather? BEAUTIFUL
:)

Marxism is doing my head in. I still dont know how to apply it to my stupid fucking poems. OH WELL, atleast im doing it.
Im feeling satisfied today for the simple fact that it's not Sunday yet.

I wish i could listen to music whilst working but i cant.
I also cannot stop myself going onto facebook.

PON DE REPLAY

CHILL WINSTON

HAPPY POTTER
thats me :)
im as happy as can be,
take a sit on my knee
and we will laugh with glee
because im possitive you see?

LOVE

please yourself :)
I am in a right good mood these days. Things are going gravy and im nice and happy.

I DO care about what everyone else is doing and how they all are but im focussing on getting myself sorted first.
Looking out for number one.
Selfish? I dont give a shit.

Im on a chilled hype and going with the flow.
I care, i really do, about everything.

KENT
TUTORIAL FOUNDATION
COURSEWORK
SCHOOL
KEEPING ROOM TIDY
GETTING HEALTHY (ISH)
ED
'YOU LOT'

(in no particular order)

=

my life.

Im in love, with you.

You are not alone - Michael Jackson
:)

LOVE

I cant begin to explain how annoying things have been recently. I've considered some blind and some just such a beggit but now i dont think it's worth it anymore.

Compete for friendship if you want, i dont care. Im just going to make the effort to keep everything close and lovely.
I love my friends, i really do.

you are all the best, dont forget that.

i smell nice

Dont really know whats going on with everything at the moment. Just going along with it- :/.
I hate that im getting older.
Had a lovely weekend with Ed. Didnt do much, just chilled and ate so much with abit of gin n lemon.

SO much work is depressing me and i just dont do it. I used to always get it done in the end when i HAD to...n its that time again but nothing is getting done. Instead i do abit of exercise or watch tv.

Im a good mood but tired and airy fairy. I think a week away from everyone would have done me good.
I get so irritated over really small things...im sure ive said this about ten million times but i really do.

School is the most depressing thing in the world. I need another week off.
GOD I WRITE SO MANY SHORT SENTENCES.

meh
ill keep smiling.

ups and downs

One minute im SO angry and pissed off with you,
then you say ONE thing...and even though you've been a complete cock...everything is ok again.
Although,
its not isit because that was really annoying.

Out tonight, not to get drunk or anything, just to have a dance and a laugh.
No attention, no sickness,
just a dance
and a laugh.

Valentines day is such a lovely film.

IM GETTING DOLLED UP, MAKEUP AND EVERYTHING.

I want everything back to normal now <3
I LOVE YOU ALL,
NO MATTER WHAT.
:)

Valentines

full of disappointment.

RAW

That must have been a big slap in the face.
Causing all that trouble, jheez.

Im better :)...still sound like a muffled, low volume radio but i like it. I think i sound cool :) ha.

Met Harriotte after school looking all snug and felt all calming giving advice on interviews. HOPE IT GOES WELL BABE! ..n we had a lovely 5 minute catch up :)
Walking home with Lauren was also, just as nice :)

Brighton with Ed was the best thing of my life :) although the bastard hasnt put the pictures on facebook. GOD DAMNIT!
Also, he bought an ipod touch in Brighton and an iphone today...WHAT THE HELL?!
grr, adding a sibling on facebook?!

this is getting gay. ImA sToP.

Floral

My mood swings from one branch to the next constantly.
I am quite happy:
fresh, clean hair,
full up and tea-ed up,
got into Ravensbourne,
had a nice hour long conversation with nan 1 and then nan 2 :)
Off to Eds for a while.


Some people annoy the fuck out of me sometimes, but its all good :)
This is life.




German?
No.
HITLER?
No.
Russian?
Yes.
STALIN?
Yes.

"This is the person who you would like to cut off all their body parts and make into different curries.."

"ADAM, STOP GETTING MY MUM"

distraction

I always get side-tracked onto a hairdressing website.
Fuck school, i want to cut hair.

SUNSHINE

Im craving summer.
I want to wake up hot and know that when i go out, i dont need to worry about a coat; just a light cardigan will do.
Icecream,
sunglasses,
warm air,
parks,
sunny evenings,
bbqs,
garden,
flowers,
etc.

Seriously cannot wait.

Today i am ill but will desperately attempt my todo list.
All i want to do is watch a film and drink tea in bed with a nap every so often.

I'm pathetic

heart popping.

Flirt with me boyfriend and I will probably hold a grudge against you for ages.
See,
pathetic?
I DON'T CARE.

"Are you Eds girlfriends friend?"
:/



Happy Birthday Ed, hope you had a great weekend.

IM STILL WAITING

for Harriottes "how much i love each one of my friends" blog
;)

im so happy right now. I dont give a shit about school but everything else is going well again.
Paranoia has left my body and it's true that a good argument improves things.

Had another drunken night out with Ed on Friday and realised just how many dickheads there actually are around aha

Really good night tho.

Sunday is my day to organise myself and get this essay done (maybe).
FINGERS CROSSED,



i love you
x
o

FUCK OFF

Im not all glitter puffs right now.
I wish i was,
but im just not.

Maybe im being too paranoid?

:(