LOVE

I cant begin to explain how annoying things have been recently. I've considered some blind and some just such a beggit but now i dont think it's worth it anymore.

Compete for friendship if you want, i dont care. Im just going to make the effort to keep everything close and lovely.
I love my friends, i really do.

you are all the best, dont forget that.

i smell nice

Dont really know whats going on with everything at the moment. Just going along with it- :/.
I hate that im getting older.
Had a lovely weekend with Ed. Didnt do much, just chilled and ate so much with abit of gin n lemon.

SO much work is depressing me and i just dont do it. I used to always get it done in the end when i HAD to...n its that time again but nothing is getting done. Instead i do abit of exercise or watch tv.

Im a good mood but tired and airy fairy. I think a week away from everyone would have done me good.
I get so irritated over really small things...im sure ive said this about ten million times but i really do.

School is the most depressing thing in the world. I need another week off.
GOD I WRITE SO MANY SHORT SENTENCES.

meh
ill keep smiling.

ups and downs

One minute im SO angry and pissed off with you,
then you say ONE thing...and even though you've been a complete cock...everything is ok again.
Although,
its not isit because that was really annoying.

Out tonight, not to get drunk or anything, just to have a dance and a laugh.
No attention, no sickness,
just a dance
and a laugh.

Valentines day is such a lovely film.

IM GETTING DOLLED UP, MAKEUP AND EVERYTHING.

I want everything back to normal now <3
I LOVE YOU ALL,
NO MATTER WHAT.
:)

Valentines

full of disappointment.

RAW

That must have been a big slap in the face.
Causing all that trouble, jheez.

Im better :)...still sound like a muffled, low volume radio but i like it. I think i sound cool :) ha.

Met Harriotte after school looking all snug and felt all calming giving advice on interviews. HOPE IT GOES WELL BABE! ..n we had a lovely 5 minute catch up :)
Walking home with Lauren was also, just as nice :)

Brighton with Ed was the best thing of my life :) although the bastard hasnt put the pictures on facebook. GOD DAMNIT!
Also, he bought an ipod touch in Brighton and an iphone today...WHAT THE HELL?!
grr, adding a sibling on facebook?!

this is getting gay. ImA sToP.

Floral

My mood swings from one branch to the next constantly.
I am quite happy:
fresh, clean hair,
full up and tea-ed up,
got into Ravensbourne,
had a nice hour long conversation with nan 1 and then nan 2 :)
Off to Eds for a while.


Some people annoy the fuck out of me sometimes, but its all good :)
This is life.




German?
No.
HITLER?
No.
Russian?
Yes.
STALIN?
Yes.

"This is the person who you would like to cut off all their body parts and make into different curries.."

"ADAM, STOP GETTING MY MUM"

distraction

I always get side-tracked onto a hairdressing website.
Fuck school, i want to cut hair.

SUNSHINE

Im craving summer.
I want to wake up hot and know that when i go out, i dont need to worry about a coat; just a light cardigan will do.
Icecream,
sunglasses,
warm air,
parks,
sunny evenings,
bbqs,
garden,
flowers,
etc.

Seriously cannot wait.

Today i am ill but will desperately attempt my todo list.
All i want to do is watch a film and drink tea in bed with a nap every so often.

I'm pathetic

heart popping.

Flirt with me boyfriend and I will probably hold a grudge against you for ages.
See,
pathetic?
I DON'T CARE.

"Are you Eds girlfriends friend?"
:/



Happy Birthday Ed, hope you had a great weekend.