LAUREN HAS A SMELLY SANDWICH

Well
Ed is pregnant
and i dont know what to do about it
or how i feel.
Lauren is also
as am i

We ned Jeremy's help
or Jerry.

I MEANT NEED GOD DAMNIT

jesus

Im happy today
and the sun is out
forgot it was pink day
so i am wearing black and white
ffs man
although
i do have a purple bag


Lauren is always late
i am pregnant before i come on all the time
worrying abit
but it is always fine.

embarassed myself twice yesterday
1. when i came into the common room and sat on the shiny computer chairs, i slipped off, the chair went flying back into kerri and i have rawrly bruised my bun
NICE
2. I went round to each person after school in the common room wishing them a good half term and before i went...i was like "yeah ill see you all after half term...have a wicked one"
and then harriet was like "what?! ur not gna be here tomorrow?"
BUMMER
waste of fucking time and i looked like such a dick

pizza tonight
wahey

AS IF IM NOT FAT ENOUGH
;)

i love Lauren Ellis :)
x

Tea, Ed and my mum (L)

My emotions are getting the better of me. I keep getting so pissed off at small things and emotional over other things when people are trying to help me.
Ive also realised that immaturity and contradiction REALLY get on my nerves.

Its that feeling where i am DYING to say something but then again is it really worth it? Do i want to cause a possible argument? No. So i guess ill stay quiet unless it gets rediculous.

My mum is the best and i always hate it after i snap at her because she is only trying to help. I hate this whole university deal.
Rain is sorrow
and im really just in a weird mood these days.

Ed is the lovliest male (boy or man? I dont know) i have ever met.

I think too much and let my thoughts get a bit out of control.
Its gay because everyone says "talking about it releases the tension" but it really doesnt with me. I get so deep in thought all the time about small things. Then again i am a really open person and talk about exactly how im feeling but i dont drop things sometimes
I've adopted this quality from my dad (thank you :/) and i do not believe that it is a good one.
I wind myself up rediculous amounts.

However, other times, i get so mellow and just dont think its worth it. I have learnt to go with the flow and it will get sorted but for some things, this just isnt the case.

Jheez man
a happy blog this is not.

Drama and English?
Drama and multimedia?
Broadcasting?
Art and design foundation?
Media and creative writing?
Journalism and media?

SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I CANT DECIDE.
I want to do them all.

Un té al'limoné

Sickness? Bloated? Dizzy? Light head? Bubbling stomache? Tired? Cold then hot?

Yes Alice,
lets have a fag and then eat the things we cant :D.
We are going through pregnancy.

What a lovely morning, i still feel like rubbish but atleast im happy :).

Had a lovely weekend and i think this will be a good week (fingers crossed). Recently i feel so airy fairy and dont really know whats going on. All i want to do is get dressed up and go out..but then again im never in the mood to get really drunk. I want to dance to good music with my friends :).
Half term next week (thank god) and im going to relax and do whatever i feel like doing.
ALLOWW THE COLDNESS?
Lets, because it means huge winter coats, gloves and cosiness :)

Me and Alice dressed in the same colours today...un-intentially but ever so funny !



Downe was also a nice little doo-da yesterday. Sam can drive...i will be driving soon.
Sorry for the lower case use of 'i' but i cant be bothered to keep holding down shift; my computer does not do it automatically.
WELLL
this was spontanious.
I have the fattest mood swings recently but always go back to thinking what a lovely life i lead. I also want to move into a flat with a kitten. (Although my poem was sikk today, i do not want to showcase it on the ol' blog as i fear someone will steal it.)

Lets all have a little smile,
:)

i love you
x
o