Tea, Ed and my mum (L)

My emotions are getting the better of me. I keep getting so pissed off at small things and emotional over other things when people are trying to help me.
Ive also realised that immaturity and contradiction REALLY get on my nerves.

Its that feeling where i am DYING to say something but then again is it really worth it? Do i want to cause a possible argument? No. So i guess ill stay quiet unless it gets rediculous.

My mum is the best and i always hate it after i snap at her because she is only trying to help. I hate this whole university deal.
Rain is sorrow
and im really just in a weird mood these days.

Ed is the lovliest male (boy or man? I dont know) i have ever met.

I think too much and let my thoughts get a bit out of control.
Its gay because everyone says "talking about it releases the tension" but it really doesnt with me. I get so deep in thought all the time about small things. Then again i am a really open person and talk about exactly how im feeling but i dont drop things sometimes
I've adopted this quality from my dad (thank you :/) and i do not believe that it is a good one.
I wind myself up rediculous amounts.

However, other times, i get so mellow and just dont think its worth it. I have learnt to go with the flow and it will get sorted but for some things, this just isnt the case.

Jheez man
a happy blog this is not.

Drama and English?
Drama and multimedia?
Broadcasting?
Art and design foundation?
Media and creative writing?
Journalism and media?

SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I CANT DECIDE.
I want to do them all.