what are you laaiiiik

Well i can tell Alice is going to get VERY excited when she realises i've written on my blog.

Im actually feeling fed up today and dont know what to do with myself. For one, yesterday i woke up at Eds shivering even though my skin was hot, i felt sick on the way to watch him play football and had the worst headache of my life.
The day progressed possitively because lounging on the grass, spectating a bunch of men playing football was pleasant...and i was so prowd of Ed. He really is very good at keeping that goal!
So yes, that was nice.

4-2...to Eltham :) (Eds team); lovely jubly.

Even if i did get burnt on my back...

Then we missioned all the way back to Eds house and we both fell asleep on his bed. HOWEVER, when I woke up, my throat felt like something was grating it, my head was boom-banging (whatever that means), i felt like i was going to be sick AND to top it all off...id slept in an awkward position and my arm was dead.

My mum picked me up and i went straight into the shower...to proceed to my own chamber and feel straight to sleep. Swine flu? maybe

ANYWAY...no work today. Good times...except my throat has gone down abit and im left with a rediculously annoying cough ¬_¬
I also wanted to do LOTS of extended project but failed due to the distraction of home movies (L)

Its now 19:43...my nose has began to run and im on the verge of swine flu. How gay.


On a more possitive note, i had the best evening in ages with Ed on Saturday :) Sorbet and rasberries on the swing under the fireworks made my week :D

Also Friday at Adams was a sik jam :) even if i had a few too many snowballs; "GIVE ME A C-H-A-R-L-O-T-T-E.....FILM ME....WRITE ME A SONG...SING A SONG CALLED CHARLOTTE TO ME..EVERYONE LOOK AT ME"

I know thats why you al love me though ;) aha.

Molly and Haz in Devon; miss them :).

ahh Germany next week! I cannot wait! I will miss Ed so much he will never know..but distance and time makes the heart grow fonder and i know it will all be fine :)


Ive learnt alot about myself sinse being at work- ive had so many thoughts about rubbish and i find that i wind myself up alot. I dont talk much if i dont feel the need bit i observe people and day-dream more than the average.
I can also be quite self absorbed; asin, when making small talk with someone...i find myself talking mainly about myself. I hate that aha BUT DEAL WITH IT ;)
Nah i joke...i have also learnt not to judge a book by its cover. I think everyone says "no i dont"....and i didnt think i did...but i do. I base my opinions of people on rumours, the crowd they jam with and apearance and i have been proven wrong many a time. I have finally learnt from that.
I am also too nice and get paranoid easily with how other people think or their actions.
Lastly, through observing people too much, i tend to realise they do very annoying things which annoy the fuck out of me lol. I WANT to like them because everyone else seems to BUM them (which is also jarring) but...i just cant. Its weird. I like who i like (mostly everyone)...and i dont who i dont. I dont even dislike them...just not my cup of tea if you get me?

too milky they are (Y)

Hypocrits irritate me also (i dont even know if ive spelt that right).

Gosshhh...ark at me aye ;). No sleep makes me a misserable cow (apart from the days leading up to the huge misserable day) ask Ed. He gets misserable, moany lottie all the time aha. He knows how to cope now though.

I love my friends too much ive decided :)
When they met me for lunch the other day...it was just so lovely (barring Alice and Kitty) but seeing them in the evening was just as good :D and singing together. They are the best and i know i can trust them with everything :).

i respect them ;)

However, i miss seeing people who i am close with but not AS close...like Lucy, Amy, Harriet etc
and Ashleigh
dont see them lot very much anymore
and its so fun when i do :).

Sams on wednesday shall be a respectful night
no drink for me
driving tomorrow morning

peace
love
and
all
good
things.

This was rubbish and bit emo; sorry Alice ;)

x
o