Its been a while, apologies for the emo blogs haha
but now, i am happy and well chilled; finally got everything sorted.
I love the whole concept of "having a friend" and i believe that i have a bunch of "true" friends :). I feel really lucky at the moment actually. I can openly talk about anything with them and they never judge me. Also, they are all so considerate and we are so comfortable with eachother that we never take anything to heart.
(L)
Im really happy with Ed aswell :), i feel like everything is pretty perfect at the moment. Of course, there are a few ups and downs but it never really matters because it gets sorted.
No relationship is perfect and i like that. It makes it more interesting and keeps me on edge, rather than bored and settled.
I still have a few hundred essays still to write (:s) and a FAT earache, but Ashleigh and Sam are coming round in an hour or so, so im going to tidy my room and maybe write one essay :)
Simple things please me and ive become obsessed with television.
I hope this feeling lasts to be honest because there is nothing worse than feeling insecure, sad or angry.
On the other hand, i LOVE being emotional. I hate the thought of crying but at the time its such a relief.
I cant wait until christmas. All i want to do is buy myself or someone else a party dress and have a lovely night out :)))
We are putting the christmas tree up next week seeing as we have a "new" living room (L).
Free periods with Alice make me laugh more than anything :) Discussing baby names.
JEANETTE.
Thats my nans name :)
Im always in a "walking to heaven" mood,
feeling the sunshine in the cold,
this is happiness.
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