Sunday, 29 November 2009

Short Tempered

I love him so much.




We all have our own individual problems and even though some may be "bigger" than others, we all see our own as the worst. I guess that is because it is happening to us.

I feel like i have a few right now
but nothing compares to another and I just feel so bad for them.

It puts my own into perspective and it pisses me off when others dont take into consideration anyone elses feelings but their own.

One minute i see where things are coming from and then the next i feel like i dont want to get involved.

Its gay to say but i really do feel like ive matured a lot within the past two months and things which i used to play up to, now, dont seem like anything. Infact, i couldnt give a shit.

I still can be immiature about people and things still piss me off but i have a new way of dealing with them.

I find myself worrying a lot.
Not even necessarily about myself; more about other people. Not that I mind,
it takes me away from my own problems. Thats if you can call it a "problem" as such.
I know i have amazing friends who are there for me whatever happens but sometimes I dont feel like things are worth sharing.
I probably see it for worse than it actually is. Maybe.

Unnecessary comments are annoying. Why say them?

Remember who has always been there for you so why get up the arse of people who end up slagging you off?

Who knows.
I cant even make my own opinion up because it changes within each minute of the moment.

"if you havnt got anything nice to say - dont say it"
But what if you put a wink or a 'lol' after the statement you have just made. Do you really mean it? Or are you making light of the fact you have subtly told someone something nasty? Or is it a joke altogether for the faint hearted?
"your relationship makes me feel sick. JOKE"
...because that was nice.

I dont know why I signed up for this university thing. I didnt want to do it in the first place and i have said it sinse the just gone summer.
Ive always hated "begging friends". There is a fine difference between making friends and begging friends and im always worried about which category i fit into.
If someone wants to be my friend...then ill welcome them with open arms,
but does that mean they are begging my friendship?

Being shallow IS WEIRD.
Do you like people more for the fact that they look good/are attractive?
Or do you prefer people who dont care?

This was on a programme i watched this morning.

Listening is the key.



I dont even know myself.



Would you ever abort an un-born child?

21 questions to go.

1 comment:

  1. i don't feel like my problems are worse than anyones atm. just finding it really hard to come to terms with them. i want to be here for you all. i feel like we barely spend any time together any more. there was a time when we lived in each others pockets. i miss it. i want to know everything. when i wrote my blog i wasn't aiming it at any of you. you are my elite. i love you.

    if this was aimed at me then i'm sorry, just don't know what to do with myself at the moment. i don't think you understand me if you directed this at my blog. i hope you didn't. i'm probably just being paranoid. i'm sorry. you, lauren, alice, kitty, molly mean everything to me x

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